OOC:

Well, I am sorry if I was targeting YOU for it, but back in the day you were the one leading the charge less than 24 hours before it happened. 

And REGARDLESS of what I was doing--which in hindsight probably wasn't the best idea but I was in a bad headspace then--to MESSAGE SOMEONE in my personal life who I WAS starting to get into a relationship with as well as threatening to get my parents involved (had names and addresses and their work as well as my work), is NEVER okay. Were we both wrong, sure, but its shit like THAT that makes this game, and this place, undesirable for many. You have your feathers ruffled over an IC post that skated the line when someone BLATENTLY went OOC with it and "that wasn't fucked up, it was justice!" come on, man. I am not mad at YOU, Graves, but the idea that it WAS someone here when I was told for YEARS that it wasn't and made to look stupid for even remotely thinking that it was. It wasn't so much the action, but the COVER UP. 

You want it to stop? You want the shots to stop and for me to drop it and just have fun, then fine, you know MY discord. I have zero plans for retaliation, to message the person, to get any sort of retribution. Both of us have moved on in our lives and she's married now, but all I want and seek is closure. I went into therapy for that and relapsed on my addictions over the stress it caused me. Brought on by myself, sure, but the fact I KNEW it was someone here and was told for YEARS it WASN'T is what fucked me up. To be honest, I STAYED after that, and it wasn't until I was blamed for the Baphomet shit (that WASN'T ME--was probably the same person, honestly), that I left. You know my discord as well as my PM here. Give me the closure I've been seeking for seven years and this all goes away.

There were better ways to handle things by everyone involved. 

That being said, I am not "seething". I am using it (among other things) as my heel arc. My goal in coming back here was to get heat, looks like that happened. I am having fun with it, and am over it tbh, I just want closure so I can finally put this all to rest and roleplay again in the place I called home for over half a decade.

Is that so hard?

IC: "go fuck yourself"